Essen.
In manchen Milieus lebt ein Schwuler auch in Deutschland in Lebensgefahr. Ein Muslim aus Essen berichtet. Sein Leben gleicht einem Versteckspiel.
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Alleine aus Afghanistan nach Deutschland geflohen
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„Ich dachte, Schwulsein ist eine Krankheit“
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Frei von Ängsten ist Aarian auch in Essen nicht
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Wieder spielt er den Heterosexuellen, für den ihn viele halten
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