Bochum.
Nahed Al Essa kam 2016 als Flüchtling nach Bochum. An ihrem Traum, Schriftstellerin zu werden, hielt sie fest. Jetzt erscheint ihr erste Hörbuch.
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„Als ich ein Schmetterling war...“
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