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„Stücke“-Preisträgerin Benbenek: „Ich habe mich durchgeboxt“

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 Autorin Ewelina Benbenek.

Autorin Ewelina Benbenek.

Foto: Elisa Maria Schmitt / dpa

Essen.  Mit ihrem ersten Theaterstück „Tragödienbastard“ gewann Ewe Benbenek (36) den Mülheimer Dramatikpreis. Ein Gespräch über Migration und Mythen.

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„Ich habe nur ein einziges Mal eine „Eins“ bekommen in einem Aufsatz“

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„Meine Eltern haben lange nicht verstanden, was ich eigentlich mache“

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